well its 3.15am, appears i am making a habit of these late night/early morning posts!
had my 2nd shift at the resthome today, on night shift tomorrow... that should be interesting, they have happy hour on thursday nights so ill be there for that too haha.
not a lot going on here at the moment, the family is trying to get ready for the arrival of his royal highness and the triplets (lol kidding trev... maybe) and me and andys bdays are coming up soon. i have come to one conclusion about something (yay only took nearly 24years) my mother really doesnt know me at all, 3 weeks ago she asks me what i am doing on friday the 22nd o sep for a dinner at mema'a place .... um.... i dont even knowo what i am doing tomorrow... ive never been good at the whole planning thing and yet she never seems to get that, her and mal both constantly do it, ask me what im doing in 2 weeks time for something or other and then get all miffed at me when i say i dont know. mum.. if ur reading this I DONT KNOW! and then she turns around and says, "well andy and nat are coming".. oh.. yeah know we know who the favourites are huh, typical. i have always had an issue with this, (here we go off on a tangent, u ready?) andy, my little brother, i love him to pieces and hes the best bastard i know, here comes the but, BUT, he was a little shit growing up, hit his teens and got even worse, if there was something you could get caught for, he would.. seriously, like the worlds worst criminal EVER. i however, an angel i tell ya, didnt get caught doing anything terrible, and im not saying i never did anything terrible, i'm just saying i never got caught! and yet, i am the 'black sheep' of our rather skewed family, i mean come on! im the only farking girl and im the bad sheep?? wtf, how does that work? i guess andy will always be the apple of our mothers eye lol, what a little pussy. now i'm not bitter or anything (just incase it comes across that way) im just saying.. IM THE GOOD ONE GOD DAMN IT, the fact that i couldnt plan my way out of a paper bag has nothing to do with it!