happy birthday to me (for a few days ago)
i will try my best to recap my birthday as best i can but you will see very quickly why i may find that difficult.....
7am. i have my first vodka shot. happy bday to me! went to the farmers market and bought fruit and vegetables, i too was asking evereyon why we were buying fruit and vegetables at 7.30 in the morning on my bday but nobody heard me... or they just pretended i wasnt there?
9am. back at home, drag some mattress things up to the top deck and lie in the sun with me mate taran, we quickly realise that something is missing and grab a couple of plates filled with vodka jelly shots (we made over 300 of them the day before) and by 11am im toast.
spent most of the day in a rather pleasant state of drunkeness, had a few relaxing hours in the spa. then the boys came home. i have no ida what time this was as by then i had lost all knowledge of the mere concept of time, but from there it went on to me ending up in the spa fully clothed, mandarin fights and many a dirty joke told.
by 4pm i was done and knowing that w were having a party that night didnt help. i tried to sleep but couldnt cos people were coming and going to see me, so i drank some more and dont really remember a lot else.
if u were at my party, please do fill me in on anything i may have missed, because once i cracked the bottle of bacardi 151% andygot me everything turned a little hazy for me
id put some photos up if i had any, but i dont.. i couldnt work a lighter that night let alone a camera!

painting im doing at minute

sketch
(all very boring really)

me (duh)

parahaki done in crayon

princess tayla!

well its 3.15am, appears i am making a habit of these late night/early morning posts!
had my 2nd shift at the resthome today, on night shift tomorrow... that should be interesting, they have happy hour on thursday nights so ill be there for that too haha.
not a lot going on here at the moment, the family is trying to get ready for the arrival of his royal highness and the triplets (lol kidding trev... maybe) and me and andys bdays are coming up soon. i have come to one conclusion about something (yay only took nearly 24years) my mother really doesnt know me at all, 3 weeks ago she asks me what i am doing on friday the 22nd o sep for a dinner at mema'a place .... um.... i dont even knowo what i am doing tomorrow... ive never been good at the whole planning thing and yet she never seems to get that, her and mal both constantly do it, ask me what im doing in 2 weeks time for something or other and then get all miffed at me when i say i dont know. mum.. if ur reading this I DONT KNOW! and then she turns around and says, "well andy and nat are coming".. oh.. yeah know we know who the favourites are huh, typical. i have always had an issue with this, (here we go off on a tangent, u ready?) andy, my little brother, i love him to pieces and hes the best bastard i know, here comes the but, BUT, he was a little shit growing up, hit his teens and got even worse, if there was something you could get caught for, he would.. seriously, like the worlds worst criminal EVER. i however, an angel i tell ya, didnt get caught doing anything terrible, and im not saying i never did anything terrible, i'm just saying i never got caught! and yet, i am the 'black sheep' of our rather skewed family, i mean come on! im the only farking girl and im the bad sheep?? wtf, how does that work? i guess andy will always be the apple of our mothers eye lol, what a little pussy. now i'm not bitter or anything (just incase it comes across that way) im just saying.. IM THE GOOD ONE GOD DAMN IT, the fact that i couldnt plan my way out of a paper bag has nothing to do with it!

ok, so im still useless!! but its 1.20am on a monday night and im taking a break from essay writing for a while, really doing my head in!
now as its been a while ya'll prob wanna hear what ive been up to. well... nothing. hows that for intersting shit! ive been studying, going to the gym, playing squash, and studying. it really is a sad existance i am living at the moment.
only one week of classes left then into the rest homes for 2 weeks then 2 weeks holiday then rest homes for another week... yes i said resthomes *argghhh* i am SO not looking forward to it, i just know im going to get the dirty old man that wants me to shower him 3 times a day!! that'd be just my luck. we had a class the other day on how to help someone die.... i thought that was illigal! but no, thats not what the lecturer meant. haha so yeah im a little freaked out about the whole thing really. i got into this to see blood and guts and instead i have to wipe asses.... not impressed.

my birthday soon though so will have to have a blow out for that i think! cant wait for summer, went to the beach on sunday and it was awsome, went for a huge swim and just chilled out with some mates so now im hanging out for summer.
my goal this year is to learn to surf, ive got a surfboard lined up and get it in 2 weeks so it should be fun, im a little nervous about it though cos i remember trev being taught how to surf by my boyfriend at the time and how hard i was laughing the whole time.... ill be going to a quiet beach with no spectators i think!

well i better get back to my essay, i have some photos to post too but ill leave that till tomorrow i think cos otherwise ill never do my essay

xoxox al